Hello March. How did you get here so fast? Seriously, can you slow down just a little bit?
March is the rebirth after winter. March is a reminder that Spring is on the way. March is a reminder that life goes on. March is also a reminder that I’m still fat. Yea, I said it. I’m still FAT.
The first two months of 2015 have been a bit hectic and overwhelming for me as I wrote about in the Stop the Crazy post. I’ve been so focused on my career that haven’t put 110% into my weight loss journey. I’m still down on the scale but I could be doing so much better.
I’ve been going for almost a year now on this latest weight loss journey. I’m down a total of 30.4 lbs. For the past year, I feel like I’ve been making up for lost time just to get back to the weight I was. I have to constantly stop and really think about how much weight 30 pounds really is. I get it. It’s A LOT. BUT, it’s really hard to get excited about that when you’ve lost and gained it soooo many times!
I’m really excited for Spring but I’m waiting for it with bated breath. I know once the sun comes out and the temps goes up, I can no longer sit inside the house, hiding behind big sweaters and long pants. The flowers peaking through the snow covered grass are a swift reminder that I need to put my weight loss efforts into overdrive. I don’t want to wait until the snow melts to start giving 150% into this journey. I need to do it now.
I don’t want to spend another hot day feeling miserable in my own skin. I don’t want to WASTE anymore precious time worrying about my body. I just want to enjoy life. Don’t get me wrong, you can love your body and feel happy at any size. Personally, I am not happy with my body at this current size and that’s why I’m taking the steps to change it. This is what the journey to look and feel irresistible is all about.
I might be down 30 lbs, but I still have a long way to go and I’m determined to make it. I will make it.
Leave a comment down below and let me know what your goals are for March.