As you may have read, I am wiping the slate clean completely. It has taken a long time, but I’ve finally been able to forgive myself for gaining my weight back this year (just less than a year after I lost it). It happens. I can’t do anything but move forward and fix the situation.
The good news is that I know I am capable of change. I have the determination, the strength, and the will to make it happen.
I know that in order to for me to break through the barriers, I have to attend weekly Weight Watchers meetings, weigh-in, and blog with you about my successes and challenges. It keeps me accountable. I don’t know what it is that’s so powerful about it but it works.
The Weigh-In: First Week
I used to always hide my weight at all cost. I never thought in a million years I would have a weight loss blog that plastered my weight all over for the world to see. It feels even more scary knowing that people I know in “real” life read my blog now. But, they say the first step is admitting and this is hella therapeutic to the process. So, here goes:
Yup, I’m back up to 211. Not my highest weight but a long WEIGH from where I was. That’s ok though. I’ve accepted that I made some mistakes and now I’m mentally prepared to fix them. I wasn’t ready earlier this year. You have to be in the right mind set to do this.
My first mini-goal is get myself back into ONEderland. It’s not that far away. I can do this!
Until next time . . .
“There is no failure except in no longer trying.”~Elbert Hubbard~